Wednesday 8 February 2012

I Hun I hmang Ṭha em?


Ṭhalaite hian min ngaithla ṭheuh dâwn se la, an hnêna ka sawi duh chu nangmah a thil awm zawng zawng khâ a ṭha thei ang berin hmang rawh tih hi ka chah ngei ang.
Hun hi a pawimawh khawp mai, aṭhenin hun âwl hman ṭhat an tia a, a duhtui zualin hun âwl ni lovin hun hman ṭhat tih zâwk tur an ti a. A enga pawh chu lo nise, kan hun hman tawh ṭheuh kha chhui kir ila inchhirna tur kan nei em? Ko kir leh thei ta ila tiin kan ngaihtuah vawng vawng ngai em?
Khai aw... Kan dam chhûng nun chuanna lawng hi a te si a, kan mamawh tâwk aitam hi kan dah lût ṭhin a, a kal hê bûr bûr a, a châng leh a pil lek lek mai chu a nih hi. Dam chhûng nun hi a tawiin a chiang lo si a, a ṭha thei ang bera hman pawh hian kum tam a nih loh vei nen hian, kan la hmang ṭha peih lo/ duh lo ve khanglâng chu a ni si a. Sual man chu thihna a ni tih te hi chhiar châmchî mah ila, kan zâwm lêm hlei lova, thu ṭha chu hria a zâwmtu nih hi a him a sin. Ṭiauvut chunga insatu ang lek hi kan va tam ṭhin êm.
Ṭhalai reng reng thi mai thei tura in ngai tumah an awm ngai lo, tumah kum khat dang dam leh thei lo tur khawpa upa a in ngai an awm hek lo. Mah se hei hi han chhiar teh ‘Thihna hi chu dan chi a ni lo; atân kawngkhar sang tam tak a inhawng si a,’ Tar/upa te hian thihna chu an pan a, ṭhalaite erawh thihna hian min pan thung a.  Ni e, engtikah nge hekhawvêl nun hi i chhiar zawh dâwn? I dam chhûng ni te chu Pathian lawmtlâkin i chhiar rêng em? I damchhûng a hun rei lote i neihah khân midang tân thilṭha hriatreng tlâk enge i hnutchhiah ve lê? Chhûn hmanṭhatin zân mut a ti tui angin, hun hmanṭhatin thihna thlamuantlâk a thlen a sin. ‘Thihna khuma inlamlêtna hian ngaiawh lehna a thlen khât hle tih te, Thihna khuma Piantharna chuan vân kawngkhâr a kik hawng mawh khawp ang’ tih ziak te hi i lo hmu tawh ngai em? I nakin nun zawng zawng chu Tûn hmanṭhatah khân a in nghat a sin. I thlarau lam thlenga innghahna chu I hun hman dânah khân a innghat a, engtinnge i hman zêl dâwn?
Krismas leh kumthar vuakvêtah ṭhalaite tân thlêmna a nasa êm êm. Mitam takin he hun hi mahni hlimhlawp bâwl nân an hmang ṭhîn. Hlim hi a duh a duh hrim hrim ni ila chu thil har a ni lo a, amaherawh chu, midang te ai a hlim zâwk nih kan duh tlat ṭhîn a, chu chu thil harsâ a ni a, kan zahawmna hlauhṭhak khawpin kan che a, midang tâna hnawksak khawpin hlim hlawp kan bâwl a, kan in chhîr leh si. Upat lamah inchhir in hun kan hmanga, kum upat lamah Pathian kan bêl a, kan ṭhatlai huna b>ê ṭha duh mang si lo hian. Pathian pawh hian kan ṭhat lai nun ngei hi a duhve. Keini a mihring siam mai pawh hian pangpâr vuai tawh ai chuan a thar lâm chu kan duh zâwk êm êm lo vem ni? I ṭhat lai i hun hlu ngei kha Pathianin a duh a sin, I pe phal ve dawn em le? Hei erawh min chhâng teh I hun i hmangṭha em? Pu Rokunga’n a lo tih kh a maw..